……………………….On this day, December 12th, 2017, at 3:14pm in the afternoon….my Jac left me…….I can not believe five years has come and gone….It still seems like yesterday……I chose this picture because it was our first “official date” when we let everyone know we were a couple……..I always think I’m doing better, but don’t scratch too deeply…..the emotions and memories are just under the surface. I never know what will trigger them, but they are always there, and they always will be…..Sometimes I find them comforting, and sometimes they bring a despair that can not be described….There is a saying that goes something like…….”the greater the love the deeper the grief”……it’s absolutely true. I talk to Jac all of the time….it helps…….”one day closer my Baby….one day closer”…….This morning I woke to a blanket of white snow……Jac would have loved it.
Jac is just exquisite. I got help from a website called “What’s Your Grief?” It is about loss and the many methods of coping with it. It’s run by two MAs in Phychology and I have to say, they have brilliant suggestions, and it’s free. No laying on a couch, feeling awkward. If you’ve a mind to, just google “grief” and this
Website—What’s your grief— will pop up. Just an idea.
The greater the love the deeper the 🎁 gift.
Thinking of you and praying for you.
Holding you close
Always remembered, Louis.
Thinking of you, sending hugs & kisses.
❤️😘